Return again to blogging

It has been a long time since I last posted on my blog, let mark this post as my return to my favourite activity. But this time am back with no poems to post but simple pieces of my thoughts. The phase of poetry has faded and my mind no longer is in a state to recite or create any poems.

Most of my further posts would be related to day to day life stories and the world that I am in right now. This world is no different than where I was in the past but many things have changed since I had a last reality check. In 2012 I turned 28 years old and realised that am in the so called 'Late 20's'. Though I don't feel  old as it suggests in some tones when you say late 20s. But the perspectives towards life and the coming time of my future has some how become more complex than before. Years that went by we more focused towards self sustaining and self attaining. But now the picture seems to have been changing and now it has gone wider with a scope of how my presence, my actions and my thoughts would affect those I care about and those I work with and how it will be or would have been if I had done that or not done what was done in the last couple of years.

To summarise the last couple of years, everything was abundant around in nature. Whether you call it love, money, friends, work, everything except for the time. Time has not been in an amount needed for all my thoughts to take a shape I want or need. Getting back to this day of the post. I am now working with a new team at work with more challenging tasks than before and more tests that I must get through to complete my day's work. I am enjoying this new role and year has already gone by so quickly. Made new friend and lost a few with one in time forever. But the life as we say needs us to move on and I continue with each day to come.

Face Off

Hidden truth behind the smile, take off the mask for a while.
Let the mind meet another.
There wouldn't be thoughts to bother.
Share with someone who listens.
Not with who teaches you lessons.
There may be a story very long.
There might be some very sad song.
But what lets you breathe is yourself.
Don't let your mind get dusty like a book in a shelf.
Words and words is all we got.
Lets talk and speak out our thought.
To my friend it is a humble request.
Believe in self if not the rest.

--J.J.

Play your Part.....

I wait for a change, in the world so strange.
Faces appear and dissolve with new thoughts to engage.
Goals set in mind, new places to reach and find.
Feelings come in and some thoughts vacate my mind.
A new journey and poems to write, life is full of battles some more wars to fight.
A company lost and new one found, life takes a turn at times it turns around.
Knowledge found alot and so much to share, I look for a fellow with each face I stare.
But all locked hearts and less open minds, I doubt if there will be a result to my finds.
Jealousy and ego trouble me alot, I seek new ways else I'll be caught.
Honest and straight I keep driving myself ahead, but a crab like society drags me back instead.
Politics with policies all around, with few like me homeward bound.

By -- J.J.

Dangerous Thoughts of A Confused Mind.

Ideas and more ideas i get.
Bad ideas in my mind are the real threat.
Thinking and thinking with my eyes blinking.
Why do i feel the ship you sailed is sinking.
Confusing my mind when i read those lines.
What will i see more when the time unfolds my blinds.
Getting dizzy with too many thoughts.
For a time i prefer not be a human but lead life of robots.
I see am talking stupid as i print every word.
But seriously i worried with the thoughts of my mind being uttered.

By - J.J.