Sunday, January 27, 2008

Everybody wants to talk, but nobody is listening

Everybody wants to talk, but nobody is listening

All of us something with in us to say to anyone who feels will understand and listen to us with out judging us. There comes a time when you just can’t sit and keep it all with our hearts. All of us need a listener who will listen and lead us to place of peace. By peace, I don’t mean an eternal one; it’s really hard to get to such a place in such a short time. But we strive ourselves everyday towards it all of lives.

A listener is the one who comes in listen to you, he or she may not have anything to give, but sure they have the will take away what’s been saturated in your mind, heart and conscience for a longer time. Listener is the only platform one gets to express him or herself. This expressing may be a public or private moment, depending on the situation and comfort a person has. Most of the inner views and thoughts are always wanted to be kept like unturned pages of life, cause they have so much pain and sorrow within.

Sorrow and Pain in life:
Happiness is a temporary state that everyone enjoys in their respective lives.
But Sorrows and Pain are one which is permanently left in life with no place keep but in our hearts. But if these could be shared with others, they nearly diminish as a closed chapter of life. All of us want is to forget these chapters occurring in our lives, but don’t have much scope to do it that easily. These chapters of sorrow or pain are also seen sometimes as a burden on one’s heart. Which people carry on with them everyday with no hope to lose them, some take a path of certain addiction to get over them which actually later leads to slow amplification of magnitude to the Sorrows and pain. This all ends up in more difficult situation or severe condition.
Every one of us if we look back into our past may say; I have been there before, for a long or short period of time. Conclusion to all this again takes us back to same place where we started in the beginning is that, there is nobody listening. So there must be something where one would be free of all things to express him or herself.

Who needs our attention; all of us need those attentions that are in situation loneliness. But loneliness is enjoyed by some and a state of suffering for some. One who enjoys is self content person, but again not everyone is self content. Most of us haven’t found what we are looking for that some one who may lead us to feel at ease. With his or her presence around you feel secured, that there is some one who is there for you, that person may be your partner, your friend or anyone else. I have been in a situation that I am there for some of most interesting people I came across through explorations in life as a friend. End of the day they feel a certain ease in their mind that some one else knows what they can’t disclose to anyone and everyone. With all the innovations to bridge the gaps between the geographies of people, still there is a huge distance between the people. These innovations are just mainly exploited for the means to production and needs, and not so much for what one needs at times.

What do I do to be heard? What do I do when it’s over?





After every day we crawl into the night

After every day we crawl into the night

Every night once the day has ended and its time to hit the sack, a person gets a flashback kind of thing in his minds, which forces him to be depressed and lost. It’s really not easy to go to sleep even if you are tired after long day’s work. There are many things that can lead to this situation, if you don’t have anyone, if you had someone and lost, study stress, peer pressure, teenage phobias and every thing else that comes to you mind when you are reading this. What you do in such case? Some listen to music, some cry, some one with religious mind prays, some lay in their bed with out any motion and many other ways we got of our own. I try to speak up all I have in my mind to some one at that time or just type all that down in my computer.

Tell me what do you do? If you face such a situation…………….there are ways to tackle all this, if there could be someone to listen. By listen I mean to understand, analyse the situation, and feel. You may not need at times to say anything in return but just be there.

All I have written may not make sense but all these thoughts haunt me everyday, and make want to listen more to the individuals around me. So every place I go, I try to start a conversation so that things come out, they may not be that important for me, but they are something for the other person who is bringing them out. And I respect them and listen. this way I have met most interesting people in the city, who come across but don’t really know them well. Everyone has something to share and that something, if you relate some place around can be really helpful. I believe in one thing that ‘listen to everything and remember even more’. By sharing you spread knowledge, may it be general or special.

I don’t have anything special in my mind to end this right now….so I will leave it the way as it is.

A Sudden Moment of Peace


This is something I experienced all of a sudden during a normal routine day of my Life. The writing is not so great but just felt like noting it down, so wrote it:

Date: 26th January 2008

A Sudden Moment of Peace

The day started with me leaving the office at 2 am. I cam down to toll station of airoli. Had a my usual snack at coffee wala. Came home, kept listening to music so I may get some sleep. But sleep was not to be gained that easily. Had few things to do on my mind. So as the clock strike 9 in the morning I left for lamington road famous of buying electronics and pc peripherals. Bought a new portable hard drive, wanted it all that long. Got came home informed my dad that I am going to friend’s place in Kopri Thane east for some help with his computer. Went to my friend’s place akshay, nice chap to hangout with. Fixed his computer, once the work was done I felt tired all drained out. So I thought lets go home, came home spoke few words with my dad and went to sleep. And slept with peace, a sound sleep is what everyone seeks no dreams or nightmare. I got that sleep today after a long time.

I woke up with stomach calling for some food at around 4:30 am early morning. Fortunately my parents the only people who really care about me till this moment left me some food just in case I woke up late at night searching for something to eat. Had the food though it was cold but was filled with all the warmth one needs from the people who really care about you. After my late dinner which finished early in the morning, I realise that I am thoughtless, clueless, felt as if nothing matters now at all. All I need is with me along my side. All your life you keep searching and looking for something and today at this moment, I felt there is nothing needed to be searched around when its already there along by your side all this time.

For the first time I felt that the world outside is not better than the world inside I got at my home, where everyone expects you to be the best. And they are willing to support to the extent that they can do. I don’t know what today brings ahead or what lies ahead in the tomorrow but I am happy that what I have now in this moment is been experienced by everyone else in this world, ‘A moment of peace in my Mind’.

Until next time…………. :)

Quotes:

>"A joker is not needed when you got the full deck of cards".
>"The day that I got to know the need of Love in my Life, was the day I started feeling that I'm Alone".

>"If you ignore your drawbacks, world won't think twice to show you the Mirror".

>"Winds of change will always take you in full circle. What has parted now from your ways will cross you again once more in the future, only if you choose to move on ahead with the time".

>"We the travellers of love, will meet soon again, as we walk towards our respective destination".

>All the answers you seek are within you, Just ask the right questions.

> They say they got reasons to live or die, but i got none for the aspects in life.

> It’s a funny thing about coming home, looks the same, smells the same, feels the same; you realize what’s changed is you.
> You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You can swear and curse the fates; but in the end, you have to let go.
> Everyone feels different about themselves one way or another, but we all goin' the same way.
> Our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.
> I was thinking how nothing lasts, and what a shame that is. But again I knew some things do last.
> Nobody sees the obvious, nobody observes the ordinary. There are more miracles in a square yard of earth than in all the fables of the Epics and Legends

> What do I need to be Me?
To be acknowledged for who and what I am, no more, no less. Not for acclaim, not for approval, but, the simple truth of that recognition. This has been the elemental drive of my existence, and it must be achieved, if I am to live or die with dignity.