I Hold More....

Gave away my lows.. With these deep breaths.. Told I hold no more.. No more..

Hand picked the calm.. From my core.. I kept no more..

Sew my eyelids shut.. Head threw back.. None saw the moist.. Makin sure.. I lost my wishes once for all..

yes i waited

I waited too long for..

Someone to gather me back..

Undeserving..

i waited too long for

Its crap

See it doesn't come that easy

Anyway.

After that.

Expectations rose.. Like a dust storm..

fell for the wait again.. pity myself.. Seated here cheating my own longing for..

For.. I never saw the sky beggin the sun to rise..

Or the sands pleading the waters to shore

Birds , waitin the winds to implore..

Here.. I see the barren thoughts ..

And the empty chairs..

And unlipped cups..

A moment of thought..

Too much i expect for..

I'll keep on writing silly

And you'll get bored

Patient are the gaps between my fingers.. I wonder.. Whom are they unclasped for..

Untouched are these miles between us.. Dust settled upon the roads.. My deep breaths.. Let it go.. I hold no more

.. No more..

By- S.S.

The Unsettled Mind..... Silence

To be angry, or not to be is everyone's choice.

I chose to stay not angry, silencing my rejoice.
Confusion on my mind, its clouded with thoughts
Hard to explain them, my words get entangled in knots.
I left your mind unsettled many times.
I'm to be punished for committing such crimes.

By. J.J.

Apologies Please....

I did something unwanted, Think I took it for granted.

Should have controlled my emotion, it might have avoided the commotion.

Feel I'm very naive, feeling ashamed want to take deep dive.

To never return back to the surface, too pathetic I'm to show you my face.

A happy thought was always in my mind.

A joy is so precious, very rare to find.

I found it in moments that other cherish.

I messed it up, causing the trust to perish.

I feel so sorry that I can't face you now, judge my mistake i'll oblige and down I bow.

By - J.J.

Blank.....

Hum to myself, and a small lull...

I can fit in a few more words.

But again I fail to see.

Why do I lose the good way.

Should I beg borrow steal.

Listen to the ticks and star gaze.

The lights at the distant freezed.

I know i earn every moment of yearn.

Yet I still lose.. fate alone mocks me.

By S.S.

Good Night

Good Night, cruel world.
And i'll see you soon, once i'm back from the trip to the moon.

The month to come with rains in june.
My Guitar awaits to struck some tune.
Life is blue and i feel marooned.
Sky is goes bright, when star is bloomed.
I hope my fate stays well and not get me doomed.
To time I pray to run with me.
For my strength to grow as it flee.
These words i wrote just come to side.
And i wait for life with arms open wide.

Good Night.... :)

By J.J.

And I wonder about her

Busy girl in her own world, wants to make her dreams come true.
But reality says, she must work hard for to make it through.
Questions in her mind arises every day and night.
She struggles and tries to succeed in every fight.
People judge her by the ways she take.
She finds those people shallow and fake.
Her world is unknown to many but few.
She discovers life everyday with a new view.
Night arises and she goes to rest.
Thinking of her dreams with a new taste.
She wakes up to new morning everyday.
People come and go but only her dreams happen to stay.
Someday the dreams will become reality.
Peace will embrace her in for eternity.

by. J.J.