Monday, December 15, 2008

Memoirs of Monique Part 4

Death Approaches

Staring into his eyes, watching as he dies.
I never meant this to end, I never meant his time to be spend.
Slide my hand under shirt as he lies in the dirt.
Trying to feel something still real.
Searching for some heat, waiting for his heart to beat.
Take my hand from his chest, Now its time for him to rest.
I guess he’s dead, that’s what all they said.
Still trying to remember what all went through my head.
Feeling him cold as he lays in death’s hold.
See my grin, was it such a sin?
Murder in my mind, I was only being kind.


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Now that He's gone!!!!!!!!!!
Grieving over him leaving, now he’s gone.
What did I do wrong?
I know now I’m left alone to fight on my own.
Unable to survive, unable to keep my heart alive.
I walk into the room, feeling the gloom,
As I lay awake my spirits starts to break.

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Quotes:

>"A joker is not needed when you got the full deck of cards".
>"The day that I got to know the need of Love in my Life, was the day I started feeling that I'm Alone".

>"If you ignore your drawbacks, world won't think twice to show you the Mirror".

>"Winds of change will always take you in full circle. What has parted now from your ways will cross you again once more in the future, only if you choose to move on ahead with the time".

>"We the travellers of love, will meet soon again, as we walk towards our respective destination".

>All the answers you seek are within you, Just ask the right questions.

> They say they got reasons to live or die, but i got none for the aspects in life.

> It’s a funny thing about coming home, looks the same, smells the same, feels the same; you realize what’s changed is you.
> You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You can swear and curse the fates; but in the end, you have to let go.
> Everyone feels different about themselves one way or another, but we all goin' the same way.
> Our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.
> I was thinking how nothing lasts, and what a shame that is. But again I knew some things do last.
> Nobody sees the obvious, nobody observes the ordinary. There are more miracles in a square yard of earth than in all the fables of the Epics and Legends

> What do I need to be Me?
To be acknowledged for who and what I am, no more, no less. Not for acclaim, not for approval, but, the simple truth of that recognition. This has been the elemental drive of my existence, and it must be achieved, if I am to live or die with dignity.