Thursday, December 11, 2008

When you on your own, and the nights are yours alone


Would you hate me if I leave this world without saying a Good bye? Just felt like asking what would you think. Will it make a difference in anyone’s life, if I live or die? Why does it feel as useless and a bit helpless? Am of no use or help in this world. I am a philosopher who can say things which are very hard to follow. I don’t know but I am getting this feeling for past 1 month. Nothing is there for one to give a reason to live a life like am alive. Seems like a life of a living dead. I loved a girl once and I left her too, cuz I was making her life miserable. And I could not stand anymore to see her suffering because of me. The distance between us was way beyond the continents and within me I always knew that we are not destined to be together. Don’t want anyone to love anymore, but just looking for a friend to my side, with whom I can talk.

I know I will be alone all my life now, and the winds of change won’t let you stay. Like a spore from a flower you will flow away to be nice place to grow up and flourish to rejuvenate into a beautiful something very hard to put into words, something so overwhelming that it really not possible for person like me to describe.

My leaves are shedding, my branches are aging, and no flower bloomed on me for quite a long time. I feel dry and brittle within me and a fear to broke down and shatter during the next storm to come. I feel the rains are angry with me, they deny every drop they got to spare. All I can do is only staring like a stranger looking into the thin air
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Quotes:

>"A joker is not needed when you got the full deck of cards".
>"The day that I got to know the need of Love in my Life, was the day I started feeling that I'm Alone".

>"If you ignore your drawbacks, world won't think twice to show you the Mirror".

>"Winds of change will always take you in full circle. What has parted now from your ways will cross you again once more in the future, only if you choose to move on ahead with the time".

>"We the travellers of love, will meet soon again, as we walk towards our respective destination".

>All the answers you seek are within you, Just ask the right questions.

> They say they got reasons to live or die, but i got none for the aspects in life.

> It’s a funny thing about coming home, looks the same, smells the same, feels the same; you realize what’s changed is you.
> You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You can swear and curse the fates; but in the end, you have to let go.
> Everyone feels different about themselves one way or another, but we all goin' the same way.
> Our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.
> I was thinking how nothing lasts, and what a shame that is. But again I knew some things do last.
> Nobody sees the obvious, nobody observes the ordinary. There are more miracles in a square yard of earth than in all the fables of the Epics and Legends

> What do I need to be Me?
To be acknowledged for who and what I am, no more, no less. Not for acclaim, not for approval, but, the simple truth of that recognition. This has been the elemental drive of my existence, and it must be achieved, if I am to live or die with dignity.